Title:	Untitled
Date:	2005-07-15 @ 21:38
Security:	public
Mood:	bouncy

i spent my entire day out.. i was supposed to sleep over my friend's house today and go kick boxing tomorrow but we had to cancel it.. her mom was being a bitch, so i couldnt go to the movies with her either... i ended up going with other friends.. went to see dark water.. not a scary movie..at all!!! i even cried at the end... it was kin dof bad.. so dont go see it=)

food wise... well i didnt do as good as i wanted... my physics teacher bought us bagels for breakfast!!! he's so cute, he brought like two bags full of bagels and cream cheese, so i had one.. i pretty much ate like a "normal" person, bc at the movie i didnt eat popcorn but after it my friend envited me to eat an di had a pizza, then my friend bought me a pretzel and icecream.. so well it wasnt a complete binge.. and i dont feel that bad about it, it was a nice day. oh!! and i bought this really cute skirt at urban outfitters and im in love with it=)

my class decided to do something nice for my teacher, he has told us about this jacket that he loves but he has never gotten bc its like 175$..so its pretty expensive for a jacket, so we all decided to put like 7$ dollars each person and buy it for him!!! and they chose me to make a BIG card for him, they like how i decorate things and i'll be mroe than happy to make the card so we can all sign it. Tuesday is teh last day ofthe class.. i dont have to take the final because i'll end up with a B either way.. umm not to happy about it=(

Tomorrow im going back to restricting like i was doing, oh! thsi morning i went on the scale and it said 103 lbs, so i pretty much gained all the weight from water.. its weird seeing how much water my body retains when binging, im not peeing that muich anymore.

I told my new eating disrodered friend about me cutting, she was really nice about it.. she completely understands, im like in love with this girl=)

ehehe today i had fun haging out with my french friends....i was praticing my french and having a good time...i dont really regret eating that much.. i mean it feels good when i dont feel like cutting myself for eating, today even though ive eaten more than i should have i dont feel like binging and purging.. i feel like tomorrow i will go back, im still on track.

what else what else??? oh! i talked to my photography teacher today, she gave me her cell phone number bc she needs to talk about my classes next yr.. she said it was hard to make my schedule bc im taking too many AP classes.. so im gonna have to call her tomorrow.. i still have to take my 4 rolls of film..one of them is selfportrait... i feel way too fat to take them yet, i even cancelled my senior pictures.. i need to lose a little weight bc i take them.